It's 6:30 am and alarm goes ding-dong.
Without further ado, I open one eye wide enough to check the snooze button and my finger does the justice. 10 minutes added to my sleep.
The 10 minutes run so fast that I end up snoozing 5 times or was it 8 times? Lost the count along the way.
Thoughts starts giving me pep talks. Which shortly turns to warnings and eventually threats. I start thinking of all consequences of being lazy. I see myself have a hectic day.
Fear try to scare me but my body is yet to respond. I think this one of the things that made my 10 minutes seem very short.
Then I try to plead with my thoughts to allow me exceed the sleep for a few minutes peacefully. But there was no way, I was winning this fight.
The phone slides off away from my bed and the alarm won't go off. I try to cover my head with pillows. But the alarm song is so loud and annoying.
Why did I choose such a bad song as my alarm tone? Then I remember, it was supposed to motivate me wake up ASAP. Plus the high volume was to make me jump out of the bed.
I have no choice left here but just divorce my bed. My eyes are yet to fully surrender, they are still itchy and not opening up. I drag myself to the bathroom.
Common sense start sinking in and things start to make sense. Reality hits me and my speed shots. Chap chap, things start flowing and boom, time to start my day.
It will be an awesome day.
Are you the shy type,Forced to say "Yes",Simply because you can't voice out your opinions,Don't worry,You will finally get your voice.Sometimes you try to speak up,You gather all the courage you can get,Only to freeze and words escape your mouth at the final stage,It's a bad experience and hurting,But with time,You will finally get your voice.It really suck to be unable to speak up for yourself,It causes massive damage to self-esteem,Making your nights long with silent cries of help,That no one expect you knows,But with patience and support ,You will finally get your voice.Make it your life goal,Let the change start from within,Believe in you and appreciate yourself,You are important and your opinion matters too,One step at a time,And you will finally get your voice.
Look for a supportive mentor,Open up to them and start your courage building,Practice speaking up your opinions with them,They will be able to offer help ,And finally your voice will be right there with you,
Ready to air out your opinions when need be and no longer
saying fake "Yes" due to intimidation.