Parents are naturally supposed to be loving and caring. But what happens when the opposite happens. It’s confusing really confusing, to try to understand why.
Most of the times, you will think that you are the problem. You will end up looking for reasons why they treat you bad. You will fail to understand or experience love as a child. Family unit will not make any sense to you. Neither do parent-child relationship. You will even wish that you were never born or worse they would have abandoned or aborted you.
That alcoholic father or mother. That neglect to offer you basic needs. That creates a small hell for you called home. He/she cursing and wishing you all the bad things. They may even be beating you pretty bad. Crying becomes your lullaby. And taking care of them become your responsibility.
I may not make sense right now but you will agree some years to come. It gets better with time. You will never understand why they turned out that way. Why they had to be abusive and not supportive. But do your best to be better than them.
Hold no anger towards them They are still your parents. Don’t be bitter but be better. Revenge should not even cross your thoughts. Do your best to be a good kid and help will always find its way to you.
Stop asking yourself questions that only frustrates you. But rather accept the fate and move past it. Find a way to keep the negatives out and capitalize on the positives. Wear ear plugs or earphones , if you have to. Keep hope alive and see the bright days ahead.